I Don't Know How

Somehow when you looked at me you always made me smile...
You made me laugh, you made me dream...
And now I don't know how.
Somehow when you held me all the world just disappeared...
You made me love, you made me feel...
And now I don't know how.
Somehow when you took my hand you also took my heart...
You made me try, you made me strive...
And now I don't know how.
Somehow when you spoke of Christ it echoed in your eyes...
You made me trust, you made me believe...
And now I don't know how.

I don't know how to love without your love surrounding me.
And i don't know how to dream without your heart supporting me.
And when I look down at my hands, they just look cold and lost...
without your warmth to guide me, I don't know what to trust.
And I miss the way your heart believed without a single doubt...
for since your gone i find i question all my faith's about.

Because when I wake up in the morning, i want to see your face.
And when I go to bed at night, I want your arms holding me in place.
So, how do i cry without crying on your shoulder?
and Where do i look if not into you eyes?
And when does my heart ever stop hurting?
How do i live without you by my side?
I Don't know how.

by: me